FILLING THE GAPS
It is normal human behaviour to crave the familiar or try to fill the gaps in your life. Accept the gaps are there to help you grow, become all you are and should be. Do not find things to worry about that you will surely find if you seek them. Allow yourself the opportunity to just BE. And don't expect that you will become a super being overnight. Life takes time to accomplish with ease and its important not to lose the sense of who you are by becoming to embroiled in human life drama.
Do what you should but just remember you do most by connecting with your soul energy where love and light resides always present offering you peace and contentment. Do not give yourself wholly to the material world. Do not enter fully into the rat race that consumes so many souls. This is the test for you, remember; chop wood, carry water is the same Zen practice if approached from a spiritual core.
Do all you do with the best of your ability and no one else can expect more or wish for more. Do as required but do not lose the essence of who and what you are. For in truth there are no gaps to fill - you need no company, no companion, no goals, no career to fulfil you.
You have everything you need right now within yourself. No external event will add to that or reveal that which will offer you peace and contentment. Your inner light always burns inside you and if you pay attention to this soul energy you will see it grow and expand into your world and will see it light up you and those around you. This is your gift and it requires nothing more than your attention to make it a real and present part of your life.
Laurie - The Warrior of Light